Not to save face but to save my heart.

Not to save face but to save my heart.

Haven’t been posting for a while now…it’s because a lot of things happened these past few days. In one day. I decided to leave everything behind, something comfortable and just there. It was a risk. I went home to my Mom, and this was the condition. I’d gladly accept it.

I decided to shift courses.

Emotions and Conscience

Honestly, I felt very sad at first. Actually, many feelings came to me.
1. Anger
2. Sadness
3. Resentment
4. Bitterness
5. Longing

And the list goes on. Yesterday, I attended The Feast at PICC. It was not new to me but yesterday’s session was just really, I don’t know, life-changing. I remember what the preacher said, that emotions are different from your conscience. He said that emotions are real, these are things that you feel. Conscience is doing what is right, what you know is good for you. So it comes down to what is real (emotions) and what is right (conscience).

For now, I am trusting the Lord with all my heart that this is the path He has planned for me. Of course I will feel a lot of things, that’s normal, I am only human. But I know that this is the right thing to do. For my Dad. For my family…and especially. This is the right thing for me.

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Author: Monique

Born a Filipino but I am currently in Australia studying Bachelor of Commerce. I have this passion for writing inspirational material because I need it myself. Writing is my kind of therapy. Inspire

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